Emotera

I think I am having a bad hair day. I have a cold that I know will last not only for a couple of weeks. My body immune system and cold viruses seem to have a conspiracy for the longest time! Once the freaking virus entered my body, expect it to stay for a month or so! Argh! And I hate having colds! For me, it is a lot worse than having a fever. At least, when I have one, I will have an excuse not to go to the office. Hahaha!

Aside from the invation of the annoying virus, my head is currently having a funny feeling. It's like a premature headache (is there such a word?) I don't know if it's because of those sleepless nights I am having these days or because of the cold. Or maybe, the cold viruses were attracted to my weak immune system because of those sleepless nights. Gosh! I think I will be posting a senseless blog later. O well, like anyone cares.

Those sleepless nights are pressuring me big time. I have to wake up at 4am or 4:30am and I sleep at 2am. Well, I am not really a morning person to begin with. My brain works the best at night, you see. And I happen to have a restless soul. I don't know why. And I am addicted to mangas lately. When I'm in my room, I just read and read mangas. Or watch anime or any Japanese dramas out there. And there's my fanfics.

Not boasting or anything, but I can easily think of a plot when my imagination is working. As of now, I have to fanfics in my hands and more in my head. The ideas just keep going and it's torture not to be able to write them yet. Hahaha! It's my decision, I know but argh! Why do I have to be lazy? And why do I have to be scatter brain writer wanna be? It's kinda frustrating to be able to start to write your own masterpiece (maybe a trash to others) and be stuck in a scene! And the most frustrating part is you don't have to be frustrated because you're not getting paid.

Since I'm on it, I'll rant about the two on-going fics I have. First, Husband And Wife. It may be the best story I have. So far, I am really proud that I am writing something like this. The plot may be simple, the only spice is Debbie's anger towards her family but I love every scene. And the readers, I think, can feel that I am putting my heart and soul on this one. But, I am currently stuck on the revenge thingy. I mean, Debbie is just nineteen and she wants to take over a big company full of debts. She's a former thief and she will take every opportunity to torment her half sister. There are a lot of hows here. And the biggest how is how the heck can Debbie manage the business. My course is not related to business. Hahahaha!

Next, Pangarap Chronicles. I wanna cry. This fanfic is related to ABS CBN's Mula sa Puso. The thing is, I don't watch the soap anymore. Either I go home late or I can't put down the manga I'm reading. So, I don't know what is happening to the characters involved (Michael and Mariel). Oh! I want to divert its plot to the plot of the soap but something feels weird. And geez! I just made a plan to make it a fantaserye! Geez! Totoy Bato, anyone? Or make it something related to Mariel's journey in her career. But the thing is, it's related to business. And I don't know anything about that. Hahaha!

Okay. The rant ends here. Part two, anyone? Chos!

When?

Matagal nang nakatago sa baul pero wala pa ring matinong storyline :P
Kailan ko kaya ito maisusulat?

Butterflies

This - hopefully - a masterpiece of mine has been in my head eversince I watched Enchantadia. You see, I have always thought that the mysterious land has five kingdoms...the fifth kingdom is called Flora. Butterflies are actually special fairies whose beauty is very bewitching they need to hide it. Also, they are special because they are very ugly when they are born. But like an ordinary butterfly, they have this magnificent transformation..from being an untochable caterpillar to being a majestic butterfly.

A young butterfly will be practically eating any food in sight. That is until they are ten years of age. So they are all obese. No one likes them. So the young ones either stay in their kingdom or put a "bandana" - a clothing that is covering their whole body except their eyes. But people know how ugly those kids are. So they try to stay away from them.

When they reach their tenth birthday, they will be placed in a chamber called cocoona and practically just sleep there. All the young butterflies will wear white clothes. White for submission. And white because a white cloth in Flora Kingdom can absorb all the energy in a young butterfly's body. Every month, they will wake up but not be allowed to come out in their cocoona. If they are stubborn, they will die. This stage is their most vulnerable stage. So their parents will just visit them.

After a year of being placed in the cocoona, the butterflies will be allowed to come out. And they will be training after that. That will be for four years. And in this stage, the elder butterflies will know the powers that they get. The color of their clothing will change color.

Red - Strenght and Speed

Blue - Power of Water

Yellow - Power of Fire

Violet - Power of Air

Pink - The Power to be a Guide

Among the five, pink is the color can be seen in the clothing of the princess. But pink can be seen once in a thousand years. If ever a princess has a pink-colored clothing when she got out of her cocoona, she will have the ability to see the future and the outcome of every choice one has to make. And another power that is one of the four. She is perceived to be the strongest butterfly if ever that happens.

After the training, they will be assigned in a field where their best at. They can wander in other kingdoms. But they can't show their face. They are extremely beautiful its poisoning. And their kingdom must not be known.

Any man would want a butterfly for a lover. Even if it means war. But they can't be in love with someone from another tribe except for the ninjas - the male butterflies. Unlike the females, ninjas stage of growth are normal.

Butterflies' beauty is a curse. It can't be exposed. If it is, any man will fall in love on the spot. That kind of love is greedy for they would want the butterfly no matter what it takes. In the past, it had been the cause of four wars in their original home - the Fairyland. So, for their safety (because the head fairies are planning to kill them all) they went in a mysterious land that is now called Flora. 

First Song

The first song I composed. What can I say? My writing skills were better before. Now, I can't even write a decent Filipino poem. Sad. O well, that's life.

FOREVER TOGETHER

Opposites apart
That's we are
Never meant to be
(No, no, no, no, no)
We can get along
But can not be together

Yeah it's unfair
That there can be no us
But someday
I just know
Love will find a way

Chorus:

We love each other
That's enough
It may be hard
But we cn settle our differences
Just hold on
Don't give up
And before we knew it
We're together forever

Our friends say that
We're not compatible
We can be friends
But can not be lovers
It might be true

Yeah it's unfair
That there can be no us
But someday
I just know
Love will find a way

Chorus:

We love each other
That's enough
It may be hard
But we cn settle our differences
Just hold on
Don't give up
And before we knew it
We're together forever

And before we knew it
We're together forever...

NAKATATAMAD, SUPER!

I am pretty busy this days. Tambak na naman ang loads na pinapasa sa amin dito at kailangan ko iyong tapusin siyempre. Pero heto ako ngayon, nagba-blog kahit na T-R-O-U-B-L-E ang spelling ng pinaggagawa ko. Nakakatamad kasi. Ang sakit ng likod ko, ng ulo ko. Di ako mapakali sa inuupuan ko but I don't wanna stand up. Time is freaking running out but here I am..wasting it like a one-day-millionaire (kung pwede siyang i-relate dito).

Gaano kadalas ang minsan by La Diva

credits to the owner

Grazilda: Nahuhulog (Love Theme/OST)

credits to springblueivan

Gosh! If this isn't love then I have no idea what to call it. <3

Liar Game

I love this drama! It's about Kanzaki Nao who is idiotically honest. She suddenly was involved in a game full of deception and wits called the Liar Game. Here she met a genius swindler name Sinichi Akiyama and became her hero. <3

Uhmm...okay. This is NOT your typical shoujo manga that centers its story on romance. Its all about strategy (well, for me). But I can't resist the Akiyama X Nao pairing! They are so cute with the subtle hints the live action has provided --- not that it's a lot but it made me hooked! Now, I am going to definitely make a way to watch the Season Two! (Urgh! Why won't the links provided by Mr. Google work T_T? So frustrating!)

I guess I will read the on going manga for this. And I hope the mangaka have this two together in the end. Akiyama and Nao, confessing how much they love each other will be great! Wishful thinking! T_T Akiyama isn't really the type to do that. But pleaaaaaaasssssseeeeee.... (fangirl mode on :p)

Hay...

I should be writing the next chapters of my fanfic but I was so darn not driven to do it. My braincells won't cooperate. In addition to that, my laziness is at its peak this days. Darn! I really want to finish this thing. Not that the world cares if I don't. What an emo I am today! Maybe because I'm experiencing another stressful hour and I am so not enjoying it. Gosh! I wanna cry! But I won't. Not here. Or not now. It's just stress. I know I can cope.

P.S.
Karma works real fast, huh! For me...argh! >.<

G.NA - Kiss Me (Playful Kiss OST)

Ezra Band

I like Ezra Band. Magagaling kasi silang lahat. Nang una ko silang mapanood sa Pilipinas Got Talent, nagduda ako sa talent nina Kaye, Jester at John. Akala ko si Norr lang ang magdadala ng banda dahil sa kapansanan niya. Hehe. Abnormal talaga ako kasi ang inabangan ko ang ibubuga ng tatlo hindi siya. Kumbaga, gets ko na magaling siya. Kaya nga siya nandun.

And so, they performed. And I couldn't get enough. Isa ako sa ginawang MP3 ang version nila ng Wonderful Tonight. Pinatos ko lahat ng videos na featured sila sa youtube. Sila actually ang sinaunang dahilan ng pagiging nocturnal ko. At may fanfic ako for them (na nakasentro kay Karen - walang pakialaman, yan ang bet kong itawag sa kanya haha) pero naka-stuck sa utak ko. Ganyan kalakas ang epekto nila sa akin.
Kahit na alam kong hindi sila ang mag-ga-grant champion sa Pilipinas Got Talent, nasaktan pa rin ako na hindi sila nanalo. I know, deserving si Jovit pero Ezra Band especially Karen Cal unleashed the fangirl in me. Pero I know they are meant to be known. Sikat na sila. And may the good God always bless them.

Anyways, here's their song, Walang Iba which I think is composed by my first ever female celebrity crush - Karen. Enjoy.

AN: Ngayon ko lang naalalang i credit ang video sa owner! Churi! :p